Reaching new heights of insanity
Ready to soar into my own dark oblivion
Feeling the whole world wrap around my skin
Cradle me in its cruel blanket
Turn on the fire
Watch the flame
Hear me melt

you know that i could use somebody
Somebody like you.


I hope it will make you notice

Im so sick of binging im so sick of purging im so sick of Anorexia im so sick of maybe Bulimia
i dont even know maybe its just all in my head its just my imagination?

I want to be

i want to be thin because i feel like my life will be complete once im thin i will never feel good enough until im thin my life goal is to be a perfect 80 pounds i don't care what i have to give up to get there anymore i don't care what i have to do i will do anything And tomorrow i start my 500 calorie day week i will eat 500 calories or less for a week then the next week i will go to 300 calories and the next week i will go to 100 calories the last week i will try a fast but be happy with 50 calories a day plus all my exercise i will do. this is a great plan for me i feel motivated ya ya kiss kiss <3

She paints her nails

She lives in a world of fear
The sound of failure ringing in her ears

Hiding from the ghost of her one true love
Praying to her god from above

apologizing for her mistake
pretending the last year of her life was just a fake

with a passion she hates this night
waiting paitently for the mourning light

shuddup and put ur money where your mouth is thats what you get for waking up in vegasss.

heheheh

some thinspiration lovelies?

i thinks soo.

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This blog is going to be all about Anorexia Nervosa and my struggles with it.

I have been Anorexic for three years now going from one low weight to one high and one in the middle it never stays the same and my scale is my savior.

No matter how low i get it will never be enough nothing is enough.
If you are not already a victim of Ana please i beg you to leave this blog it is anything but something you want it hurts and changes your soul and breaks your heart Ana never leaves you.
so please save yourself the trouble i promise its not worth the pain and how many things you lose for it.

Oh right i forgot about me. haha
my name is Skye and im sixteen years old
consumed and an Ana addict.
point blank.
End of story.

this is me its all i am its all i have.